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The silence coursing through my ears,
Replaying boundlessness.
My focus on infinity,
Fugacious senselessness.
Grotesque fluorescent balls of light,
The veins of broken stars.
I caught him sleeping with a smile,
My mother purged her guard.
Confusion cursed my heart with grief,
My stomach filled with stone,
Why must he smile with such relief?
He left me all alone.